February 2012
310 posts
first time
Crying myself to sleep in such a long time.
I hate feeling weak.
Oh well. Tomorrow is a new day.
Goodnight pain.
Day 09
PET PEEVES
-Racism
- spoiled selfish brats who get things handed to them
- lazy people. I can’t stand people who have no ambition to do anything in life.
- making a mess in my room
- chewing really loud
- greediness
- guys who just want sex
- guys/ girls that think smoking weed is cool, & fighting earns them respect,
today marks
2 months since we split.
It’s seems like we’ve been apart longer. time is seriously going by soooo slow.
I’ve had such a roller coaster of emotions, but I have to say I’m making it through.
I still love you, but im no longer in love.
I still miss you, but I no longer need you.
I still want my best friend back, but I built a much stronger relationship with God.
I...
when i sit here
And think of the last person i liked, I can’t name him.Butterflies haven’t filled my tummy in sooooo long. even with my ex. Guys have been chasing, but not one of them has come close to touching my heart.
It’s going to take a miracle for me to fall for someone.
Maybe this is a good thing? Haha! We shall see what God has in store for me
:)
i am so in love
with Jesus Christ. He amazes me more and more every day.
He seriously has my heart on fire, & I can’t wait to learn more about him.
day 08
three things I want to say to people:
MY EX:
1. I’ still can’t realize that we aren’t going to be a part of each others lives. bestfriends are entire lives and lovers for 2 years.
2. Im proud of all that you’ve accomplished.
3. You loved me like every girl dreams about and you still love me. I just hope you’re able to rid your feelings and find happiness again. Even if it means you moving on...
